A time to remember the lives lost to suicide, the millions who have struggled with suicidal thoughts & the individuals, families, and communities that have been impacted.Today I am standing up and am proud to be one of the millions who have struggled with suicidal thoughts. I know that sounds backwards, but I say proud for two reasons. The first and most important … [Read more...] about September marks #SuicidePreventionMonth
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What Would Make Me the Happiest?
What would I do? How would I think? What would I spend my time doing?Firstly, I need to factor in my diagnosis of Major Depressive Disorder with suicidal ideation. Figuring out how to manage it has been my #1 focus for 4 ½ years. I still learn things every day about tools that will continue to give me an edge. And in that time, I have, with help, navigated different … [Read more...] about What Would Make Me the Happiest?
My Depression and I Are About to Celebrate Our 4th Anniversary
Photo by Joy Memon on UnsplashDepression and I go back almost 60 years, but I have only said “I have depression” for the past four.Before that, I was all about getting the episode over so I could get back to my “regular life.” It never occurred to me that living with depression was my regular life. I was so focused on never having depression that I refused to see my … [Read more...] about My Depression and I Are About to Celebrate Our 4th Anniversary
My Remarkable Journey to Just Be Me
My life has been me and then me as a title.Son, husband, father, writer, manager, greeting card company developer, resume writer, career coach, business owner, fisherman. And this is just the shortlist.After being in the hospital for major depressive disorder, I noticed this idea.It is the idea that I am not good enough just as myself. I am a good manager, father, son. But if … [Read more...] about My Remarkable Journey to Just Be Me
Many Things Are Going Well, So Why Do I Feel Lackluster and Dull?
Why do I feel lifeless when so many things are good?What is causing this enormous hole in my day-to-day feelings?The list for today was made yesterday. Many things on the list were crossed off as completed before lunchtime. So what? I just want to feel better. Feeling better is all I want. Not great, spectacular, or even above average. Simply better than I do.Faking it is so … [Read more...] about Many Things Are Going Well, So Why Do I Feel Lackluster and Dull?
