That was the coolest thing I had heard all day. My “picker†is not working. Someone had to explain it to me, as I was only partially sure I understood what the term meant. It turns out the reference is about “choosing a partner.†In the context of substance abuse or recovery, this partner may be an enabler, or … [Read more...] about My “picker” is Not Working Right Now
depression and anxiety
Why Couldn’t I See the Obvious?
It is clear to those around me that something was on my mind. I’ve never been very good at hiding things, even though that was one of the main tasks that depression wanted me to focus on. Secrets were and are one of depression’s tools that kept me listening to it and it alone. I am glad I have finally caught on to it’s … [Read more...] about Why Couldn’t I See the Obvious?
I’m Sending Up Flares, But No One See’s My SOS
I have let my self-care take a back seat to the events unfolding around me. I’ve tried to send signals that something is not right. This includes saying to people “something is not right.†I’ve been writing about how I have had major trouble getting out of bed in the morning. This has been an issue … [Read more...] about I’m Sending Up Flares, But No One See’s My SOS
When Will I Get to Write?
Instead of writing over the past few days, life happened . The past few days have been non-stop. I have worked six days in a row, traveling 1 2/2 hours each way. Then there was the 3+ hour commute in the snowstorm. This was followed by the unexpected invitation to go to the movies yesterday. This was a great thing, but it still cut into my writing time. Self-care for … [Read more...] about When Will I Get to Write?
What a Terrible Thing to Say
I can’t believe those were the first words out of my mouth. The day had really ended well despite taking three hours to drive in the heavy, wet snow to work. It turns out the winter storm tracked east, at about the same speed as I was traveling east. I kept thinking it was going to turn to rain, but that never happened. There were 15 accidents between … [Read more...] about What a Terrible Thing to Say
