• Skip to main content
  • Skip to primary sidebar
  • Skip to footer
  • Home
  • About
  • Mental Health Resources
    • Depression Resources
  • Blog
    • Coping
    • Medication
    • Self Care
    • Stress and Anxiety
    • Unhelpful thinking
      • Coulda, Woulda, Shoulda
      • Fortune-Telling
      • Guilt and Shame
      • Time Travel
    • Sleep Issues
    • Depression
    • Covid19
    • Suicide & Self-Harm
    • Wellness Tools
      • SMART – Self Management And Recovery Training
      • WRAP (Wellness Recovery Action Plan)
      • Change Triangle
  • Contact
  • SHOP
Green apples with smiley faces symbolizing concealed depression.

My Concealed Depression

You are here: Home / Depression / Is A Wintry Mix Descending Into My Front Yard?

Is A Wintry Mix Descending Into My Front Yard?

February 6, 2025 by Depression Is Not My Boss

Inspirational quote about endings and new beginnings with colorful text and tree silhouettes.
The weather forecast indicated there could be a wintry mix today.

My front yard is proof that they were correct. Sitting on the front porch this morning, I could hear tree limbs snapping and falling under the weight of the ice on their branches. At 6 AM, thunder and lightning reverberated, creating the perfect opportunity to get up and make a pot of coffee.

Had we not done that when we did, there would have been no coffee without a bunch of hoopla.

Shortly after the coffee was finished, the power went out. It has been off for almost three hours. We reside in the foothills of the Appalachian Trail, and our house is tucked underneath Skyline Drive. So, when the power is off, nothing works, including internet and cell coverage.

This makes it hard to report the outage to our electrical provider.

At one point, I had purchased a generator that I would run on the front porch. I had extension cords set so that I could run, the refrigerator, the internet and my computer, the TV, and a few lights. We can use the wood stove for heat and gallon jugs of water from the lake to flush toilets. This is enough to make things livable.

Recently, the generator stopped generating.

I have not had the time to get it looked at, so we are using the wood stove and candles. This brings up the next discussion we have had recently: purchasing a whole-house generator. I even have a contractor coming in the next few weeks to quote the cost of installing a complete system. The cost is substantial, and the ROI is measured in years.

Sadly, most of the time, the whole house generator will sit unused.

However, when it is needed, it will come on a few seconds after the power goes off. We are waiting for a contractor to discuss how much wattage we will need. Should the generator be able to run the HVAC? Or just the lights, and basic electric items? What is the cost difference, bit to install, and later, to run the unit.

Today, already having the unit would have made the morning less eventful.

Yesterday’s forecast had the storm ending mid-morning and then the sun was to come out. By 10:00 AM, the sun was to be shining, and the temperature was to rise to 50 degrees. It’s 10:30 AM in our front yard now, and there is no hint that the sun will be appearing soon. And all of the trees are still covered in ice.

The weight of this ice, the wintry mix, is no doubt the reason we are without power.

And back to the cell service, I cannot report the outage as I am getting no signal. If the power does not return soon, I will drive out to the main highway and see if I can get a signal there. Often the power will be out for an hour or so. Once, a few years ago, we were without power for five days.

That time, I refilled the 5-gallon gas can twice before the power was restored.

I am hoping that this outage is only temporary. Without a generator to run the refrigerator, we will need to eat a lot very quickly. And the freezer’s contents will gradually thaw out and spoil. I understand that some of this is covered by insurance, but the thought of losing perfectly healthy food is sickening.

So, that’s been my morning so far.

(5 PM Update)

 The power just came back on. Opening the refrigerator, the milk temped at 42 degrees. The freezer still has frozen products in it. I probably didn’t need to haul water up from the lake to use in the toilets. But that is done now, and I did get some exercise. And the temperature got to 50 degrees and the ice melted completely.

So, that’s how my day with the wintry mix turned out.

Filed Under: Depression, Facts and myths about mental illness, Featured Home, Self Care Tagged With: depression, mental health, Selfcare, wintry mix

Primary Sidebar

Joel Natl Career Fair Bio Pic he's using for my concealed depressionHello, I am Joel Quas 

In April 2019, I was diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder with suicidal ideation. By writing things out, I am learning more about my relationship with depression. 

Joel’s Next Book

The US has a a new 988 system that grabs location, not just area code.
https://myconcealeddepression.com/wp-content/uploads/2020/10/my-concealed-depression-intro.mp4
  • Email
  • Facebook
  • Pinterest

More to See

The startling truth about coping statements for anxiety and depression

The Startling Truth About Coping Statements For Anxiety and Depression

October 28, 2020 By Depression Is Not My Boss

My 101 Coping Strategies for Anxiety

My 101 Best Coping Statements For Anxiety and Depression

October 18, 2020 By Depression Is Not My Boss

Scrabble tiles spelling the word "depression".

I Look Fine. I’m Not. Here’s What You Don’t See.

November 11, 2025 By Depression Is Not My Boss

What High-Functioning (Concealed) Depression Really Looks Like

October 18, 2025 By Depression Is Not My Boss

You Never Pay More, Yet Clicking These Links And Making a Purchase Helps Fund My Blog

PureFormulas.com-Pure Healthy Goodness, Highest-Grade Natural Supplements! Fast, Free Shipping!
Mosaic 250x250
Blog Meets Brand
Best Self Improvement & Personal Development Blogs - OnToplist.com
RSS Search

All my posts – Be careful, some of my older posts could be triggers

  • November 2025
  • October 2025
  • September 2025
  • August 2025
  • July 2025
  • June 2025
  • May 2025
  • April 2025
  • March 2025
  • February 2025
  • January 2025
  • December 2024
  • November 2024
  • October 2024
  • September 2024
  • August 2024
  • July 2024
  • June 2024
  • May 2024
  • April 2024
  • March 2024
  • February 2024
  • January 2024
  • December 2023
  • November 2023
  • October 2023
  • September 2023
  • August 2023
  • July 2023
  • June 2023
  • May 2023
  • April 2023
  • March 2023
  • February 2023
  • January 2023
  • December 2022
  • November 2022
  • October 2022
  • September 2022
  • July 2022
  • June 2022
  • May 2022
  • April 2022
  • March 2022
  • February 2022
  • January 2022
  • December 2021
  • November 2021
  • October 2021
  • September 2021
  • August 2021
  • July 2021
  • June 2021
  • April 2021
  • March 2021
  • February 2021
  • January 2021
  • December 2020
  • November 2020
  • October 2020
  • September 2020
  • August 2020
  • July 2020
  • June 2020
  • May 2020
  • April 2020
  • March 2020
  • February 2020
  • January 2020
  • December 2019
  • November 2019
  • October 2019
  • September 2019
  • August 2019
  • July 2019
  • June 2019
  • May 2019
  • April 2019

Footer

Contact

Email:  my.concealed.depression@gmail.com

Privacy Policy

Recent

  • My Depression Wants to Know Why I Am Retiring
  • I Look Fine. I’m Not. Here’s What You Don’t See.
  • What High-Functioning (Concealed) Depression Really Looks Like
  • 10 Warning Signs You’re Secretly Struggling With Depression
  • 10 Unhelpful Thinking Styles That Fuel Anxiety and How to Stop Them

Search

Products

  • Evergreen is the story of my life with major depressive disorder. I write to learn more about my mental health Share The Journey As I Write My Next Book - draft "Evergreen"
  • Presentation slide about a personal story using 3x5 cards and cover letters for job offers. The Six Second Cover Letter™ $19.99 Original price was: $19.99.$0.00Current price is: $0.00.
  • A silhouette of a woman standing in water at sunset with birds flying overhead. 10 Page Gratitude Coloring Pages $9.99 Original price was: $9.99.$0.99Current price is: $0.99.
  • 5 gratitude coloring pages from my concealed depression to help reduce anxiety and depression Five - Gratitude Coloring Pages $9.99
  • Close-up of a person signaling silence with a finger on lips. The One Secret That Lands Your Dream Job[Course]

© Copyright 2020 · My Concealed Depression · All Rights Reserved · Designed by The Marketing Momma